12th July 2024, 10:47pm – Journal Entry #54

Mood: Meh Weather: 28°C, Light showersDrinking: Decaf tea + soy milkEating: 2 slices tempehLocation: Mont Fleuri, Mahe, Seychelles The first thing I did when I woke up this morning was to order 2 vapes online: the Vozol 12000 puffs cool mint flavour and the strawberry raspberry cherry flavour. The latter tastes like berry-flavoured wax. It’s a bit…

11th July 2024, 4:44am – Journal Entry #53

Mood: Meh Weather: 27°C, ClearLocation: Mont Fleuri, Mahe, Seychelles I didn’t realize that I had taken this much of a break from blogging, it’s been 10 days! I’ve been struggling a lot with anhedonia lately, this is the issue with actually achieving what you want to achieve. It’s followed by an “ok, now what?” feeling. I’m unmotivated,…

25th June 2024, 8:53pm – Journal Entry #51

Mood: Meh Weather: 27°C, ClearVaping: Vozol 12000 Puffs Pineapple Coconut IceDrinking: Decaf Tea with Barista Oat MilkLocation: Mont Fleuri, Mahe, Seychelles I totally understand why someone would want to smoke or vape now. I always say “sometimes what kills your body heals your mind” and it’s one of those “pick your poison” type of things. I can’t…